{"id":4845,"date":"2015-02-16T16:23:13","date_gmt":"2015-02-16T14:23:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/?p=4845"},"modified":"2015-02-17T00:08:39","modified_gmt":"2015-02-16T22:08:39","slug":"willed-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/?p=4845","title":{"rendered":"Willed out"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a title=\"love\" href=\"http:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/love.png\" rel=\"prettyPhoto-img\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-4857\" alt=\"love\" src=\"http:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/love-250x250.png\" width=\"250\" height=\"250\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/love-250x250.png 250w, https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/love-150x150.png 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 250px) 100vw, 250px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"sc-blockquote\">Willed out<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<br \/>I live vis-\u00e0-vis.<br \/>I see you every morning<br \/>naked<br \/>through your wide opened windows.<br \/>If you saw me,<br \/>you&#8217;d smile,<br \/>so I hide.<br \/>I study you.<br \/>I count the women <br \/>you wear every night<br \/>and I mark those<br \/>who gain their right<br \/>to open your morning windows.<br \/>I know your true face<br \/>while you are alone.<br \/>I even saw you crying<br \/>after you loved <br \/>a woman who just left.<br \/>I saw all yours masks, because<br \/>one day <br \/>you forgot the attic windows<br \/>opened.<br \/>You must climb all<br \/>those stairs alone<br \/>only to choose<br \/>who you want to be?<br \/>I think that<br \/>only three days <br \/>in this last year<br \/>you lived without any mask.<br \/>Then one same woman<br \/>would come to visit you.<br \/>Only then <br \/>you would close the windows,<br \/>all of them.<br \/>And draw the curtains,<br \/>all of them.<br \/>And the others would leave,<br \/>all of them.<br \/>She would come<br \/>backwards<br \/>straight to you<br \/>but she&#8217;d be willed out<br \/>by how deep<br \/>she&#8217;d have loved you<br \/>had she not known you<br \/>so well&#8230;<br \/>so bad, actually&#8230;<br \/>Don&#8217;t love!<br \/>Wait for me<br \/>to come and do<br \/>the memory wipe.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Finland, July 2002<\/p>\n<p>Maria Magdalena Biela<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4845","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-stories"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4845","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4845"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4845\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4862,"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4845\/revisions\/4862"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4845"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4845"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4845"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}