{"id":10815,"date":"2022-04-07T23:24:48","date_gmt":"2022-04-07T20:24:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/?p=10815"},"modified":"2022-04-07T23:24:50","modified_gmt":"2022-04-07T20:24:50","slug":"so-zu-sagen-ich-so-to-speak-i-eu-ca-sa-zic-asa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/?p=10815","title":{"rendered":"SO ZU SAGEN ICH \/ SO TO SPEAK I \/ EU CA SA ZIC ASA"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10816\" src=\"http:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/04\/michel-250x210.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"250\" height=\"210\" \/><\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"sc-blockquote\">SO ZU SAGEN ICH \/ SO TO SPEAK I \/ EU CA SA ZIC ASA<\/p>\n<p>Warum<br \/>dies stumpfe Gesicht,<br \/>das ich schlagen m\u00f6chte,<br \/>im Spiegel,<br \/>in der Verschlissenheit,<br \/>Unsicherheit,<br \/>was heute geschieht.<br \/>Soll ich<br \/>Entschl\u00fcsse fassen &#8211;<br \/>du wartest<br \/>dreizehn Sekunden, ach,<br \/>ein Jahrtausend,<br \/>irgendwo platzt<br \/>jetzt der bunte Ballon,<br \/>Gel\u00e4chter lauthals,<br \/>das die Grimassen verziert,<br \/>und Sintfluten Schlamm,<br \/>die ein Gebirgsdorf versch\u00fctten,<br \/>w\u00e4hrend<br \/>das Seeziel<br \/>getroffen wird<br \/>(dort wo Aphrodite einst<br \/>Elementen entstieg).<br \/>Mein ur-uraltes Peru,<br \/>sonnenanbetend, mit<br \/>Blutopfern, sch\u00f6ne<br \/>Partien einer Landschaft, die stirbt.<br \/>Glorreiche Muskelspiele, dem<br \/>Sixtus<br \/>an die Kapellendecke gehext,<br \/>freilegen!<br \/>Das W\u00fcrgen und das Erbrechen der<br \/>unerbittlichen Nacht,<br \/>wenn sie ihr Ende<br \/>nicht sieht.<br \/>Ob die Fiebernde ihre schale Br\u00fche<br \/>geschl\u00fcrft hat,<br \/>oder<br \/>sind die Schmerzen<br \/>zu stark in der Speiser\u00f6hre<br \/>nach dem heroischen halben Schritt<br \/>durchs Jahrhundert?<br \/>Die Kehle<br \/>ganz ausged\u00f6rrt, Herr<br \/>Marquis Posa,<br \/>alles so rot, gl\u00fchend rot.<br \/>Von den niemals geschrieenen<br \/>Worten.<br \/>Und meine Glieder<br \/>in Ohnmachtsliebe<br \/>verstreut<br \/>auf dem zerfetzten Terrain.<br \/>D o c h a n B l u m e n f e h l t &#8216; s i m R e v i e r .<\/p>\n<p>ROLAND ERB<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>SO TO SPEAK I<\/p>\n<p><br \/>Why<br \/>this dull face<br \/>that I want to hit<br \/>in the mirror,<br \/>in the wear and tear,<br \/>uncertainty,<br \/>what is happening today.<br \/>Should I<br \/>make decisions &#8211;<br \/>you&#8217;re waiting<br \/>thirteen seconds, alas,<br \/>a millennium<br \/>somewhere now<br \/>the colorful balloon<br \/>is bursting,<br \/>loud laughter<br \/>that adorns the grimaces,<br \/>and deluges of mud,<br \/>burying a mountain village,<br \/>while hitting<br \/>the sea target<br \/>(where Aphrodite once<br \/>emerged<br \/>from the elements).<br \/>My primeval Peru,<br \/>worshiping the sun, with<br \/>blood sacrifices, beautiful<br \/>parts of a landscape that is dying.<br \/>Reveal glorious muscle flexions, <br \/>with the bewitched Sixtus<br \/>on the chapel&#8217;s ceiling!<br \/>The gagging and vomiting of the<br \/>unrelenting night,<br \/>when she doesn&#8217;t see<br \/>her end.<br \/>Whether the feverish sipped <br \/>its stale broth,<br \/>or<br \/>is the pain<br \/>in her esophagus too severe<br \/>after the heroic half step<br \/>through the century?<br \/>The throat is<br \/>all parched, sir<br \/>Marquis Posa,<br \/>everything so red, glowing red.<br \/>From the never-screamed<br \/>words.<br \/>And my limbs<br \/>in fainting love<br \/>scattered<br \/>on the tattered terrain.<br \/>B u t t h e f l o w e r s a r e m i s s i n g i n t h e p r e c i n c t!<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p>EU CA SA ZIC ASA<\/p>\n<p><br \/>De ce<br \/>acest chip tern<br \/>pe care vreau s\u0103-l lovesc<br \/>\u00een oglind\u0103,<br \/>\u00een uzura,<br \/>incertitudinea<br \/>a ceea ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 astazi.<br \/>Trebuie s\u0103 iau hotariri-<br \/>astepti<br \/>treisprezece secunde, vai,<br \/>un mileniu<br \/>undeva acum balonul colorat<br \/>explodeaza,<br \/>r\u00e2sete zgomotoase<br \/>care impodobesc grimasele,<br \/>si potopuri de noroi<br \/>care \u00eengroap\u0103 un sat de munte,<br \/>in timp ce<br \/>\u021binta m\u0103rii<br \/>este lovita<br \/>(acolo, unde, candva, Afrodita a aparut<br \/>din elemente).<br \/>Peru-ul meu primordial,<br \/>adorator al soarelui, cu<br \/>sacrificii de s\u00e2nge, parti frumoase<br \/>ale unui peisaj care moare.<br \/>Dezvaluie <br \/>magnifice flexii musculare <br \/>cu Sixtus<br \/>fermecat pe tavanul Capelei!<br \/>Strangularea \u0219i v\u0103rs\u0103turile<br \/>noaptii necru\u021b\u0103toare,<br \/>c\u00e2nd ea nu-si vede<br \/>sfarsitul.<br \/>Oare cea febrila a sorbit <br \/>supa ei statuta<br \/>sau<br \/>durerea din esofag<br \/>este prea puternica<br \/>dup\u0103 eroica jum\u0103tate de pas<br \/>de-a lungul secolului?<br \/>Gatul <br \/>complet uscat, domnule<br \/>Marchiz Posa,<br \/>totul at\u00e2t de ro\u0219u, ro\u0219u str\u0103lucitor.<br \/>De cuvintele<br \/>nicodata strigate.<br \/>\u0218i membrele mele<br \/>risipite<br \/>\u00een dragoste neputincioasa<br \/>pe terenul sf\u00e2\u015fiat.<\/p>\n<p><br \/>D a r f l o r i l e l i p s e s c i n c a r t i e r .<\/p>\n<p><br \/>trad. M. M. 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