{"id":10046,"date":"2021-05-22T18:27:00","date_gmt":"2021-05-22T15:27:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/?p=10046"},"modified":"2021-12-23T13:11:42","modified_gmt":"2021-12-23T11:11:42","slug":"im-kokon-in-the-cocoon-in-crisalida-kotelossa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/?p=10046","title":{"rendered":"IM KOKON \/ IN THE COCOON \/ IN CRISALIDA \/ KOTELOSSA"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><a title=\"man\" href=\"http:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/man.jpg\" rel=\"prettyPhoto-img\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-10047\" src=\"http:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/man-250x250.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"250\" height=\"250\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/man-250x250.jpg 250w, https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/man-150x150.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 250px) 100vw, 250px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"sc-blockquote\">IM KOKON \/ IN THE COCOON \/ IN CRISALIDA \/ KOTELOSSA<\/p>\n<p>In Zetteln puppen wir uns ein,<br \/>es w\u00e4chst der Berg Papier<br \/>um uns,<br \/>als b\u00f6t er Schutz vor alledem,<br \/>was Angst einfl\u00f6\u00dft<br \/>und sterben l\u00e4sst.<br \/>Es raschelt manchmal leise, wenn<br \/>ein Luftzug kommt,<br \/>und selten schwebt<br \/>ein gilbendes Billett herab,<br \/>wo schwarz geschrieben steht<br \/>&#8220;Gleich morgen zu erledigen&#8221;,<br \/>auch &#8220;Freitag dringend!&#8221;.<br \/>Die Zettel alle<br \/>mit dem Angemahnten,<br \/>sie sind nicht eingel\u00f6st, nicht<br \/>abgehakt,<br \/>und nichts geschieht<br \/>zu unsrer Ehrenrettung,<br \/>bis ihre Krakelschrift verblasst.<br \/>So warten wir<br \/>und warten so,<br \/>als k\u00e4me uns von irgendwo ein Zeichen,<br \/>in einer sanften Fr\u00fchlingszeit<br \/>hinaus an helle Licht<br \/>zu schl\u00fcpfen.<\/p>\n<p>(aus: &#8220;M\u00e4rzenschaf&#8221;)<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p>IN THE COCOON<\/p>\n<p>We&#8217;re coating ourselves with notes,<br \/>the mountain of paper grows<br \/>around us,<br \/>as if to protect us from all this,<br \/>that instills fear<br \/>and lets die. <br \/>It sometimes rustles softly when<br \/>a breeze comes,<br \/>and rarely<br \/>a yellowing ticket floats down,<br \/>where it is written in black<br \/>&#8220;To be done tomorrow&#8221;,<br \/>or &#8220;Friday urgent!&#8221; <br \/>All the notes<br \/>with the reminder,<br \/>they are not redeemed, not<br \/>checked off,<br \/>and nothing happens<br \/>to save our honor,<br \/>until their scribble fades.<br \/>So we wait<br \/>and wait like that<br \/>as if a sign were coming to us from somewhere,<br \/>in a gentle spring time<br \/>out into bright light<br \/>to hatch.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>KOTELOSSA<\/p>\n<p>Koteloidumme muistiinpanoihin.,<br \/>paperivuori kasvaa<br \/>Ymp\u00e4rill\u00e4mme<br \/>Ik\u00e4\u00e4n kuin suojellakseen meit\u00e4 kaikelta<br \/>kaikelta pelottavalta<br \/>ja kuolettavalta.<br \/>Joskus se rapisee hiljaa, kun<br \/>tuulenvire tulee,<br \/>ja harvoin leijuu alas<br \/>kellastunut lippu,<br \/>johon on kirjoitettu mustalla<br \/>&#8220;Tehd\u00e4\u00e4n heti huomenna&#8221;,<br \/>tai &#8220;Perjantai, kiireellinen!&#8221;<br \/>Kaikki muistiinpanot<br \/>joissa on muistutuksia,<br \/>joita ei ole lunastettu, ei<br \/>rastitettu pois,<br \/>eik\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n tapahdu<br \/>mik\u00e4 kunniamme pelastaisi,<br \/>kunnes niiden kirjoitus haalistuu.<br \/>Joten odotamme<br \/>ja odotamme,<br \/>ett\u00e4 jostain tulisi merkki meille,<br \/>lempe\u00e4ss\u00e4 kev\u00e4\u00e4ss\u00e4<br \/>ulos kirkkaaseen valoon<br \/>kuoriutuisi.<\/p>\n<p><br \/>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>IN CRISALIDA<\/p>\n<p>Ne captusim cu note, <br \/>muntele de h\u00e2rtie cre\u0219te<br \/>\u00een jurul nostru, <br \/>de parc\u0103 ne-ar proteja de orice <br \/>de tot ceea ce ne sperie <br \/>\u0219i provoac\u0103 moartea.<br \/>Uneori fosnesc u\u0219or c\u00e2nd <br \/>vine o briza <br \/>\u0219i rareori plute\u0219te<br \/>un bilet ingalbenit <br \/>unde este scris cu negru <br \/>&#8220;De facut m\u00e2ine la prima or\u0103&#8221;,<br \/>sau &#8220;Vineri urgent!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Toate notele, <br \/>cu atentionari, <br \/>nu sunt rascumparate, <br \/>nu sunt bifate <br \/>\u0219i nu se intampla nimic <br \/>in onoarea noastra<br \/>p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd m\u00e2zg\u0103leala lor se estompeaz\u0103.<br \/>Asa ca asteptam<br \/>si asteptam <br \/>ca si cum un semn ne-ar veni de undeva<br \/>\u00eentr-o prim\u0103var\u0103 bl\u00e2nd\u0103<br \/>\u00een lumin\u0103 stralucitoare<br \/>spre-a iesi din gaoace.<\/p>\n<p><br \/>Translated by Maria Magdalena Biela<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39,36],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10046","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-roland","category-translated-german-english"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10046","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10046"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10046\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10048,"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10046\/revisions\/10048"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10046"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10046"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.magdalenabiela.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10046"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}